together again with you

Together again with you..

It’s late and I’m still awake, making an intimate time with the person that I’ve missed the most. I don’t know how to describe the feeling that I’m feeling right now, it’s kind of unexplainable.. haha.. Well what can I say! I’m totally in love with this Guy! This entry that you’re reading right now is dedicated to my “Only Love”, to my super intimate friend. Well right now He’s my boyfriend and I’m really enjoying my relationship with Him. I guess a lot of you are asking who is this “Guy”? Well He’s the most handsome, the kindest, sweet, caring, gentle, jolly, lovable, fearsome, a prince and a king (haha), He is my world, the one that I’m so totally in love with. Well I guess my description doesn’t even cover up the ¼ of Him. Well right now He’s the perfect one for me; right now I can say that He’s the one! So I would like to dedicate these verses to Him. ;p

My 15 verses for my Prince

1

Here I am saying that I love you,

And You saying in return that you love me too.

It’s been a long time since we’ve been together like this

I’m enjoying every moment of it and I hope You do too.

We’re here having our own time together,

You’re making some big laugh

And me enjoying listening to your laughs

2

You said to me once and also promised me,

That you would never leave me, never forget about me,

And told me that You would love me till you’re last breath

That You would give me your everlasting love,

You waited for me to say something back.

I smiled and said that I Do too, I would.

I even said to you that I’m going to surrender everything to you.

3

Even at my worst times you we’re always there for me,

You never said a single word about you giving up on me.

You even promised me that you would take good care of me,

That you would always stay beside me,

And comfort me whenever I needed someone to lean on.

You said that your hand is always here for me,

I just call your name and your hand will reach out for me.

4

You’re the kind, who never says anything that would make me so down,

But would only say to me the words that could be of help for me

You say the words that no ordinary man can tell

You’re the kind, which every girl would die for

I don’t know but I’m so blessed to have someone like you

Like you in my life, giving me the love that I’ve always asked for

And now I can say that finally I’ve found someone perfect for me.

5

If only you would know that when every time that you’re near to me,

Your presence just soothes me and makes me feel lightened.

Your face is more than carved by angels

You are the most handsome guy I’ve ever known.

I can’t say that I’m lucky to have you

The feeling that you made me feel is super extraordinary

I guess I can never tell and explain what that is.

6

Being in a relationship with you,

Is like being your favorite girl in the entire universe.

You made me feel like I’m the most beautiful woman that you’ve ever seen.

In which is you always tell me that..

But you’re the kind, who loves me for who I am

Who never exclaimed about my flaws or the wrong things that is in me

You so much loved me for who I really was, and what I really am.

7

You always surprise me with things

You never run out of new things to do to surprise me

It’s like every time You do new things it’s just so en-Grande.

When you give me stuff it’s the kind of stuff that I would cherish for all time

You never ceased to give me something new

Even though sometimes it’s so shocking,

That I’m having a reaction of after shock!

8

When it comes on you preparing a date for the two of us

You make sure that I’m gonna love every thing that we’re gonna do

That I’m gonna enjoy every moment of it

You don’t like our date to be only an ordinary date

But every time we went out it’s always unforgettable.

But of course I also set up something for the two of us every time we went out

Of course it’s hard to give you a surprise because you already know everything.

9

Our fights are really off the relationship

Because it’s always me who’s being stubborn at things

I’m always the one who’s wrong and I really admit that

Sometimes I just never listened to you

I know that you only wanted what’s best for me,

Because that’s what you always tell me.

And I’m sorry if sometimes I’m being hard headed.

10

When every time I wake up,

You always make sure that you’re the one who I first see

And the one who’s on my mind the first thing when I wake up

And of course that’s what really happens

It really makes me feel very happy that I get so say

“Good Morning to you!” and smile at you first thing in the morning.

Even though I really wake up late now these days

11

Well what can I say! Every one is wondering why I’m so satisfied with you,

Feeling so contended and very glad

Well all I’m gonna say to them is what could I ask for?

I’ve got the love of a great man who would never make me cry

But would only make me a better person and of course

So fulfilled in my life, I know that only You can do that in me

I’m kind of the most special girl in the entire universe as you once said.

12

You believed in me even though I’m just hiding in my shell

You made me believe that I can do more than what I can ever imagine

That is if I’m gonna stay with you.

You believed in me the way that an ordinary person can’t

I don’t know what you saw in me

But the first time you approached me

You just smiled and told me that you chose me out of everyone

13

The words that I never imagined that someone could tell me

I never thought that I was gonna be you

When you told me that you chose me

I know that this time, everything on me would be proven that it’s real

You just told me those words straight not even a hint of irony

Just what is in your heart, and that’s what really strucked me

When we first met, and it was heavenly..

14

I just don’t know what to do when you first came into my life

I don’t know if I’m not gonna be myself and just fake everything

But right then You just told me that, before you have chosen me

You already accepted who I was and not for whom I’m not

But I was so afraid that you we’re gonna be disappointed at me

Once you came to know who I really was, but then you just made it clear

That nothing can separate me from you now, and that you will never let me go.

15

I guess I can never describe the real love that you have for me

And I in return can’t also describe the true feelings that I do have for you

This is one of my ways in saying the thing that we have between us

You can never be like anyone else, because you’re not like anyone else

You’re that only one who can be like this to me.

I am more than thankful for your love, for the everlasting love you have for me

Then for these verses my last words would be

“I love you so much my Prince!”

None other else: Prince-Jesus

By your lovely princess:

Waiting point

Waiting point

Here I am at one season in my life where I’m just waiting for the promises of God that he has in my life, it’s not that I’m not doing anything and just waiting for those things to happen in a kind of “BUM mode”. But while I’m waiting for those things is I’m just letting God do everything, I’m just going to let Him work in my life. Even though a lot of persecutions is being thrown up on me and a lot of challenges are being brought up on my life, I’m still grateful for those because I know that those experiences that I’m gonna have would make me a lot stronger in life. I mean God doesn’t give us challenges in life if He knows that we ourselves can’t handle it. God is always here to help us out, and let us get through in life. There are really a lot of times that it’s hard, rough and tough, but when every time that I remember the things that I’ve been through, to tell you honestly I just laugh it off.

So now here I am waiting, even though sometimes in waiting you can still be hurt, because you see things that is way beyond or shall we say opposite to the things that God has promised in your life, but right now I’m really telling you that sometimes part of it, is that God is really gonna test you on things and wanted to see that even if you’re seeing things, that you’re still gonna hold on to His word, believe in Him and keep up the faith. To tell you honestly there are a lot of surprises that God has for us, not just plans for us, but surprises that you would never-ever expect. Believe me, sometimes it’s gonna be funny and impossible plus unbelievable, but as long as it is from God.. it’s safe.

So how do I really say the words waiting point here… just as I said on the first part it’s a season in your life, and believe me there are a lot of kinds, when you say season. It’s not just about having a down season, but also having a great season in life. All of us are in a season in our lives in where a lot of things is happening, it maybe good, bad or just an empty season, but all of it has a great purpose behind it.

You

You

You’re the one who makes me smile,

Who also makes me cry,

Who makes me think crazy things.

The one who made me feel an extraordinary feeling,

That I’ve never felt before.

When you smile at me it’s just like heaven to see

The one who made me feel butterflies while swimming at the sea.

To hold you close is one of my wish, to be with you is one of my dreams.

For me to be in your arms would be the most fulfilling things,

To have my true loves kiss would be my greatest fantasies.

I’m a girl, who really loves happy endings,

Having at last my loving prince,

To be beside me forever and ever

Having my dream come true,

Would be something, which I would do cherish for all time

You can never explain in a thousand words how much I feel for you,

But only would be in a million poems that I can write so much about you.

I know it’s wrong for me to say this,

But really now I can say that I’m in love with you, and I love you.

Because I’m just a girl, waiting for a great boy to really and truly love her

When he cried

When he cried

There was I standing, with my eyes closed

There was I waiting for everything for that day to be finished

Then I opened my eyes, and saw him crying.

Don’t know the real reason why, but do have a lot of thoughts on my mind

I admit that when I saw him cried, me myself I wanted cry

Wanted to hold him close, wanted to say those words

To say that I’m going to be here, so don’t have fear

The teardrops that fall on your face,

Is a true sign of a real man’s grace.

So where do I need to take place?

When he cried there was a heartbeat that I wanted to hide

But when he looked at me, and I looked back at him

There was a deep connection that wanted to be seen.

Out of nowhere he smiled at me and made me realize

That there was a deeper reason on why he cried and then smiled

After everything was done, I went down from where I was

Then I saw him having his own little time, still having thought’s on his mind

I wanted to go to him to make him feel that I can be of help

But I just can’t cause something’s pulling me back

Because when he cried, there I knew that he’s the kind of guy who has nothing to hide.

Appreciation

Appreciation

Dedicated to: Mark “Joseph” Lingad

Well It’s 3am in the morning march 19, 2008. I talked with my friend a while ago from 10pm-1am. We just talked about a lot of things with what God has been impressing for both of us; for our family, plans near the future, struggles, challenges in life, issues about the heart, funny moments, people that did something with both of us, and a lot of other things. I mean I can probably say that he’s more than my human diary. He knows everything about me, well not everything but mostly. It’s like I really owe him a lot for making me smile and laugh all the time, and for really helping me out in problems. Even though we opened up with each other a lot we never took advantage of each other, and that’s the thing that I really do like about my relationship with him. Everything between me and him is pure and really honest. It’s like we can really trust each other “big time” with the things that we share with each other. I really do cherish every conversation that I had with this guy, he was way more than a guy who just treats and looks at a girl the way ordinary guys do. I can really say that he’s a man of integrity and do have conviction in him, and I totally agree with that. He was like always there for me whenever I needed him, and I really do have fun whenever where together or whenever we talk. We can express our true selves with each other without any hindrances, when I’m with him I’m just the real me, I mean I can express myself when he’s around. One thing that we talked about is that we really do appreciate each other, and me myself don’t appreciate much of people. I just appreciate him that even though we do have a close relationship he never took advantage of those times. When he has his own little problem of course I’m also there for him, but only with the things that I can really be of much help, but I totally said to him that when it comes to man to man things, please leave me out of it. It’s just that when every time that I have something in me, he can really tell I mean he’s like my living conscience, not in a bad way but in a good way.. just to make it clear for everyone who’s been reading this. I entitled this entry as appreciation because I really do appreciate the person that I’m actually describing here. Well even though a lot of things are also bothering him lately he sure does make something out of it. With the way that I see him he’s actually a guy who’s sometimes paranoid to what the people thinks like me, but I’m much too paranoid than him. But he’s the kind of guy who really pushes hard, and even though it’s tough he surely goes through it. That’s one thing that do I admire with his character, plus he’s a man of passion with the things that he do, he’s only focused on one thing, and all I know is he’s gonna be a great worship leader someday.. So maybe I’m already giving hints to which I’m referring with this entry. But yeah I do actually agree with that, he’s a man of influence and integrity… Well with all the things that I’ve said all I really can say is that I do have a lot of appreciation with this guy, and I’m really thankful for him, for helping me out in my hard, tough and rough times in life, I guess this is one of my ways to send him my gratitude for everything that he has done for me, and believe me he has done a lot. Thanks bro! Love yah!